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Hinds’ Feet on High Places Chapter 9 Great Precipice Injury Introduction
As Paul penned to the Philippians,
it’s good to send reminders! Here’s one for you. Our
entire spiritual journey toward salvation is one of transformation. Our
need to be transformed into increasing conformity to Jesus is
often under-emphasized in man-centered Nicolaitanism. (We
address this topic at our website under Hebraic Articles entitled
“I Hate Nicolaitanism!”)
Along the journey God’s Word gives
us non-optional principles to live by, such as trusting Him,
forgiving others, and living righteously. Just as vital, we
come to depend more and more on the Holy Spirit for guidance,
encouragement and power. Through the Spirit’s faithful
work in our lives, and our desire to abide in Jesus and follow
Him, our knowledge about our Father becomes truly
knowing Him.
The next two chapters of Hinds’ Feet find Much-Afraid (and us) dealing with the daunting precipice.
This area of personal challenge is like a mid-term exam for
each of us. If you’ve been traveling along, putting into
practice the different life principles our Lord requires, then
these next two chapters will encourage you. The
“impassible precipice” won’t appear
“impossible” at all.
But maybe you’ve been reading these
chapter studies and done little with the faith lessons they are
designed to teach. You may even now be facing a situation that
seems impossible to change or overcome!
We didn’t intend for this series to
feed your intellect. We’re using Hinds’ Feet On High Places to emphasize the all-important sanctification part of
our salvation pilgrimage — transformation into
Christ-likeness.
In these next two chapters our Father
wants to transform each of His children — transform us into
greater conformity to the character of Jesus. We exhort you:
Don’t satisfy yourself with just reading along through
each lesson. Make it a way of life that brings maximum
glory to our Father!
Chapter 9 Great Precipice Injury
1. After that, for a little while...; 2.
After a time...; 3. One day they suddenly...; 4. As the sun
More times than we would choose, our lives
are a continuous series of changing scenes and events.
We’re being painfully molded on the potter’s wheel,
or undergoing severe fires, or being ground into malleable
powder.
But remember that earlier promise at the
Pyramid, “Grain isn’t
threshed forever.” There
are also times, when, from our earthly perspective, we’re
released into seasons of ease, “with a song in your
heart.” As delicious as these times seem to us, they can
also be periods in which our trust in our Father and our
dependence on Him is minimal.
This period of ease when you are serenely
strolling through life’s “fields and orchards and
low hills of the country” is a time of subtle testing.
When you don’t seem to need absolute dependence on our Father for guidance
and strength, you can become susceptible to false expectation. In
other words, you dwell on particular outcomes that you desire
and go for them, often without seeking God’s
confirmation.
When you’re rolling in a groove of
complacency, or when a long-sought goal is almost at hand, you
are bait for deception’s jaws. Some of the decisions you
make when your trust and dependence on your Father are minimal
can thrust you into an emotional or spiritual prison for a long
time afterward.
It’s not as though we’re
without testimonies of warning, though. Paul reminded the
believers in Corinth to learn from those who had gone before them in the
Older Testament: “These
things happened to them as examples and were written down as warnings for us,
on whom the fulfillment of the ages has come” (1 Corinthians 10:11).
This is why we encourage followers of
Jesus to spend time in both Testaments. In the Older Testament in
particular you’ll find abundant evidence of God’s
principles in dealing with His children. You’ll also
discover numerous examples of foolish decisions made by those
who ignored or disobeyed God.
If you don’t think danger confronts
you as you approach a long-sought goal, consider what happened
to the Israelites after they crossed the Jordan and were about
to finally take possession of the Promised Land. Local
Gibeonites approached the Israelites with a ruse devised to
authenticate that they were from a distant tribe not under
God’s judgment of annihilation. The deceived Israel-ites,
choosing to ignore their need for God’s wisdom, made a
treaty with them. As Joshua concedes, “The men of Israel sampled their provisions but did not inquire of the Lord” (Joshua 9:
14).
Even if you’ve faithfully walked
long, hard roads with our Lord, you may find yourself suddenly
tempted. King David got himself in trouble during a time of
leisure. Having sent his troops off to fight, “David remained in Jerusalem. One evening David
got up from his bed and walked around on the roof of the
palace. From the roof he saw a woman bathing. The woman was
very beautiful... ” (2
Samuel 11:1,2). David ends up in an adulterous affair and
murders Bathsheba’s husband Uriah, one of his most loyal
“mighty men”.
Don’t drop your guard when things seem to be going easy! And especially be
careful of decisions you make when your path is “flat and
comparatively smooth.” Remember how important God’s
guidance and confirmation are if you yearn for His blessing in
and through you.
Are you in a time of relative ease
at the moment? Is your spiritual guard higher or lower than it
was during your last spiritual assault?
Can you look back in your life and
detect any decisions that later trapped you because you
didn’t seek guidance and confirmation from God? Are
you more prone to quickly “pray and go” rather than
patiently “seek and wait”? Describe the
consequences you’ve experienced from both approaches.
When you’ve made a wrong
decision that has trapped you, do you struggle to wiggle out of
the problem, be it a painful situation or an ill-advised
relationship? Or, did you repent, ask your Father for mercy,
and take steps to rectify it?
As you read this anecdote, ask yourself,
from God’s perspective, “Is this how foolish I am when I
complacently act on my own without seeking my Father’s
way?”
TRYING TO DO THE JOB ALONE
Dear Sir:
I am writing in response to your request
for additional information. In block number 3 of the accident
reporting form, I put "trying to do the job alone" as
the cause of my accident. You said in your letter that I should
explain more fully and I trust that the following details will
be sufficient.
I am a bricklayer by trade. On the date of
the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six
story building. When I completed my work, I discovered that I
had about 500 pounds of brick left over. Rather than carry the
bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by
using a pulley which fortunately was attached to the side of
the building, at the sixth floor.
Securing the rope at ground level, I went
up to the roof, swung the barrel out, and loaded the bricks
into it. Then I went back to the ground and untied the rope,
holding it tightly to insure a slow descent of the 500 pounds
of brick. You will note in block number eleven of the accident
report form that I weigh 135 pounds.
Due to my surprise' of being jerked off
the ground so suddenly, I lost my presence of mind and forgot
to let go of the rope. Needless to say I proceeded at a rather
rapid rate up the side of the building.
In the vicinity of the third floor, I met
the barrel coming down. This explains the fractured skull and
broken collarbone. Slowed only slightly, I continued my rapid
ascent, not stopping until the fingers of my right hand were
two knuckles deep into the pulley. Fortunately by this time I
had regained my presence of mind and was able to hold tightly
to the rope in spite of my pain.
At approximately the same time, however,
the barrel of brick hit the ground and the bottom fell out of
the barrel. Devoid of the weight of the bricks, the barrel now
weighs approximately fifty pounds. I refer you again to my
weight in block number eleven. As you might imagine, I began a
rapid descent down the side of the building.
In the vicinity of the third floor, I met
the barrel coming up. This accounts for the two fractured
ankles and the lacerations on my legs and lower body. The
encounter with the barrel slowed me enough to lessen my
injuries when I fell onto the pile of bricks and, fortunately,
only three vertebrae were cracked.
I am sorry to report, however, that as I
lay there on the bricks, in pain and unable to stand, and
watching the empty barrel six stories above me, I again lost my
presence of mind and------I let go of the rope. The empty
barrel weighed more than the rope so it came back down on me
and broke both of my legs.
I hope I have furnished the information
you require as how the accident occurred.
6. As they approached...; 7. Much-Afraid
Much-Afraid had been overwhelmed by the
glorious beauty of the sunlit mountains — so much so that
the reality of their rugged steepness never entered her mind.
By rightly focusing on the Creator of these cliffs, no anxiety
could penetrate her worship. But the closer they drew to the
majestic cliffs, the more formidable they seemed.
Our Father enjoys bringing His children to
their own “impassible precipice.” Not only does it
give us a chance to find how much we trust Him, but our dire
straits stir us to look back at all the other painful
experiences He’s taken us through to transform our
character.
Our own steep slopes force us to face our
deep need for Him. They also give us pause to embrace our past
pain and the suffering He has faithfully taken us through so
that we can become increasingly more like His Son Jesus.
The helpless situation Much-Afraid found
herself in couldn’t be spelled out any more clearly:
“The cliffs completely blocked the way before her, yet
the path ran right up to them, then stopped.” You can
almost see the smile on our Father’s face when He gets you into a similar
seemingly impossible position!
Then it becomes your choice. Do you choose
to trust that He will make a way where there seems to be no way
(as the song goes)? Or, do you “tremble and shake all
over” in doubt and unbelief, fearful that you’ve
come all this way and endured so much, yet now have to turn
back from your own dream or goal?
Because our Father enjoys making the
impossible possible, let me share a personal experience.
When I was released from my third tour off
Vietnam, our ship was in Hong Kong. This last deployment had
been emotionally devastating for me. Sue and I had been married
3 years, with more months spent apart than together.
After our ship’s stay in Hong Kong I
was to ride it back to the Philippines and catch a military
flight from Clark Air Force Base back to the United States.
Message traffic had informed us of a 50-day wait before
I’d be able to fly out of Clark. Fifty days...! I felt I
could do better on my own.
I was given permission to depart the ship
in Hong Kong and begin “thumbing” my way across the
Pacific. I located a destroyer that was heading immediately to
the Philippines and caught a ride. By the next evening we
arrived in Subic Bay, still 40 miles from Clark. As there were
no flights scheduled to Clark, I checked into billeting. The
next morning I walked down the flight line and came upon an Air
Force medivac flight heading for Clark. They gave me a lift!
When I got to the Air Terminal at Clark,
the sergeant at the counter told me it would indeed be 50 days
before I could get out. As I walked dejectedly away from the
counter, the sergeant called out to me. “Sir, I just
found out there’s an unscheduled flight coming in from
DaNang heading for Travis Air Force Base in California. There
are 8 open seats and I don’t have time to find the
personnel to fill them. Would you mind flying out in an
hour?” [Even now I cry with joy as I write this!]
Sue had no idea I was coming home since
she was aware of the 50-day delay. I thought, “I’ll
call her when I get to Travis.” As I cleared customs at
Travis, I was approached by 4 Air Force personnel. “We
have a taxi that will take 5 of us to San Francisco Airport.
Would you like to be the fifth? “Are you kidding?”
I shouted.
Arriving at San Francisco Airport I heard
the announcement: “Passengers with tickets for San Diego
and military with travel vouchers report to gate __. At the
gate the attendant looked me over and asked, “Coming back
from ‘Nam?” I answered, “Two days ago I was
in Hong Kong when I started thumbing my way home. My wife
doesn’t even know I’m on my way.”
That wonderful woman took some information
on how to reach Sue for me. And there stood my wife when I came
through the gate in San Diego. MY FATHER IS AWESOME IN TIMES OF
THE IMPOSSIBLE!!!
[Some time I‘d love to tell you how
our Father moved two typhoons out of the way so I could see Sue
and our son Mike in Japan. That, too, was an “impassible
wall” that only He could move!]
Keep this in the forefront of your heart
as you encounter seemingly impossible circumstances: Your trust and dependence on your Father is at
stake! The Precipice is your place
for a mid-journey evaluation of what you’ve been putting
into practice thus far.
Recall some “impassible
walls” in your own life. How did you respond to them? How
did our Lord make a way?
What testimonies can you share of
changes our Lord has been making in your life during the past
six months of our journey together?
8. Just as this overwhelming
realization...; 9. As the three stood watching...; 10. Then the
Picture this as Much-Afraid and her
companions did. As they stood in front of the precipice, a hart
(male deer) ascended the steep cliff, immediately followed by
the female hind. This is a crucial visualization for
married couples especially.
The ascent up that precipice was based on
a lot of small, precise steps taken by the hart. Husbands, this
analogy is comparable to God’s rhema for you —
knowing His specific will for you and your family. It’s vital
that we husbands have absolute confidence in the guidance that
our Father has given us, and follow through in it as adeptly as
that hart did on the trail.
Wives, make sure any inclination to
challenge and question your husband’s insights
isn’t emanating out of fear or distrust in our
Lord’s sovereignty. Be an encourager, not a hindrance!
I’ve enjoyed over a quarter century
of getting up early to spend time with our Lord in Bible study
and intercession. During this time with Him He’s warned
me of impending attacks on us or our ministry. Then I’ve
told Sue about the warning I’ve been given. It’s at
time like this that I’ve asked her to tuck in close in
her spirit so I can guide and shield us both.
The concept of tucking Sue in comes
from my days of flying formation. When we would fly into
difficult circumstances, the flight leader would order his
wingman to pull in close. In an emergency situations there
isn’t time to go looking around for him!
That hart going up the precipice needed to
know his hind was following immediately in his footsteps. It
was nearly impossible for him to turn around to see what she
was doing! “So the two of them leaped and sprang with
perfect grace and assurance up the face of the
precipice...” If you are married, you aren’t going
to get through the “impossible precipices” in your
lives until you both come through it together — willingly.
“We live by faith, not by
sight” (2 Corinthian 5:7). Remind
yourself that the challenging circumstances you face are
revealing the depth of your own relationship with your Father.
If you trust and depend on Him, He will give you wisdom to get
beyond this precipice. And you can count on this: His wisdom is always opposite your own fleshly inclinations!
Wives, are you free from worry
about your children, about your family’s finances, about
whatever? What evidence would indicate that you are free?
Can you, like the hind, follow your
husband without hesitation, knowing without doubt that you have
a caring Father Who is bigger than the both of you? What
changes need to come about for this to happen?
11. Much-Afraid covered her face; 12. Oh,
no! No!...
Terrified into immobility. Overcome by
fear swirling in your mind of what might happen. Have you ever been in that
position? Maybe you can identify with our tremulous
heroine’s resistance to press on. Notice how she covers
her ears and refuses to receive the confident encouragement of
her companions.
So often Jesus addresses words of power
and truth to those who “have ears to hear.” Your
imaginative presuppositions that fearfully eye your
circumstances keep you from calling on the Spirit with a heart
of trust. You can, at this point, choose to wallow in your
fears, or to rejoice that your back is to the wall and only
your Father’s intervention will bring resolution!
Sue: Mike and I faced a precipice shortly
after we moved to Massachusetts to attend seminary. Our home in
California hadn’t yet sold, and we’d recently
purchased another one. Then came the day when both mortgages
were due and we had about $8 in the checking account.
Mike paced in worry, wondering if
we’d somehow missed God’s will. Meanwhile, I
chuckled in delight: “Just think, we have to depend
entirely on our Lord to do something!” I handed him a
devotional article I’d just read that morning. It
chronicled a young 18th century Naval officer and his wife as
they sailed across the ocean. A fierce storm arose, and the
wife shook in terror. The husband, however, prayed calmly. When
she asked how he could stay calm when they were in such danger,
he pulled out his sword and put it to her neck. “Are you
afraid of me?” “No,” she answered, “for
I know in whose hand the sword is.” “And I,”
he responded, “know in Whose hand the storm
is.”
Mike pondered this and prayed. The phone
rang. Before I could answer it, the Holy Spirit told him that
it was our realtor in California and our house had sold! The
realtor also told us that the buyer wanted to move in right
away and pay advance rent, which paid the mortgage of the house
we were living in. Because the sold house was in escrow, we
didn’t have to pay that month’s mortgage —
and since the sale didn’t close until January (in a year
in which we had little income), we ended up not having to pay
any capital gains either! Impossible situation, you say? Mighty God, we
respond!
Sometimes it’s vital that we
consider our Father’s perspective of us when we hesitate
to press on during a difficult time. Think for a moment about
the nature of the people our Lord chooses for His purposes.
Mostly they are exactly opposite of the world’s standards of those best
able to scale impassable walls! No one could have believed that
a young shepherd could slay a well-armed Philistine giant!
And the followers of Jesus weren’t
wise or mighty by the world’s standards either. As
Paul concurs, there isn’t much to compliment in any of us
except that we’ve put our trust in Jesus! The following
humorous account portrays the kind of people our Lord chooses
to join Him. Do you see yourself among them?
MEMORANDUM
TO: Jesus, Son of Joseph
Woodcrafter Carpenter Shop, Nazareth
FROM: Jordan Management Consultants,
Jerusalem
Dear Sir:
Thank you for submitting the
resumés of the twelve men you have picked for management
positions in your new organization. All of them have now taken
our battery of tests. We have not only run the results through
our computer, but also arranged personal interviews for each of
them with our psychologist and vocational aptitude consultant.
It is the staff opinion that most of your
nominees are lacking in background, education and vocational
aptitude for the type of enterprise you are undertaking. They
do not have the team concept. We would recommend that you
continue your search for persons of experience in managerial
ability and proven capability.
Simon Peter is emotionally unstable and
given to fits of temper. Andrew has absolutely no qualities of
leadership. The two brothers, James and John, the sons of
Zebedee, place personal interest above company loyalty. Thomas
demonstrates a questioning attitude that would tend to
undermine morale.
We feel that it is our duty to tell you
that Matthew has been blacklisted by the Greater Jerusalem
Better Business Bureau. James, the son of Alphaeus, and
Thaddaeus definitely have radical leanings, and they both
registered a high score on the manic-depressive scale.
One of the candidates, however, shows
great potential. He is a man of ability and resourcefulness,
meets people well, has a keen business mind and has contacts in
high places. He is highly motivated, ambitious and responsible.
We recommend Judas Iscariot as your controller and right-hand
man. All of the other profiles are self-explanatory.
We wish you every success in your new
venture.
Sincerely yours,
Jordan Management Consultants.
We can’t emphasize enough how
healthy it is during your pilgrimage to realize that our
Lord’s selection of you has nothing to do with your capabilities! This reality
helps you be at peace in your circumstances, and to have a
sense of humor about yourself. So enjoy more of your journey
with a grateful heart for His presence!
What strengths or qualities do you
have that are, or would be, esteemed in the world’s eyes?
Has our Lord used these in particular ways? Which of these
strengths has He transformed or allowed to die?
What perceived personal weaknesses
make you all the more dependent on our Lord for His strength
and wisdom?
13. As she crouched...; 14. “Ha,
ha!”...; 15. She opened her eyes in fresh terror...; 16.
“I thought somehow”...
Every time you wait too long to trust and
depend on your Father, those inner voices assail you. Count on
it! The murmuring spiritual strongholds that once controlled
and influenced you will sidle up to see if they can have at you
again.
Craven Fear reminds Much-Afraid that
“you are one of the Fearings.” He’s counting
on her immobilizing dread to steer her back to her old fleshly
identity, quite the opposite of her great value and inner
beauty in the Shepherd’s sight.
How vulnerable each of us is when we pay
greater heed to our fears than to the power of our loving Lord!
Those voices will only get louder and more insistent if you
don’t nip them right away. Take those thoughts captive
and turn your mind toward the character of Jesus in His
nobility, purity, justice and love, as Paul directed the
Philippian believers.
Mike: The predominant stronghold that
permeated my extended family for generations was rejection.
Were you aware that different spiritual anointings and
giftings attract demonic attention? Years ago a well-known
Christian teacher stated that the demonic force that tries to
hinder the prophetically gifted is rejection.
In Israel our Father gave us a
“prophetic mission” to share His restoration
message. During the nearly 10 years we’ve shared the
facets of the Hebraic Restoration, the books of Jeremiah and
Lamentations have sustained us with encouragement to endure and
to press on. We are sharing a message our Father gave us in
advance of the Dark Days of Chastisement that are coming on
this nation. Jeremiah prophesied under the same conditions of
blatant sin and a complacent, self-centered religious system.
You may think that a synagogue is the
Jewish version of the Gentile church — and maybe today
there is similarity. But the synagogue got its start
during the Babylonian captivity 586 years before Jesus’
incarnation. Israelites who were earnest to know the Word of
God went to the prophet’s house for understanding unto
application. In this way, God’s Word and His ways became
part of those who had “ears to hear” during their
70-year exile.
Their determined desire to know God’s Word so they could walk in it made all the difference in
their gathering together. Sue and I recognize that today people
gather congregationally for many different reasons. But some
are consumed by a love for the Lord that compels them to press on in
everything He desires of them. We are deeply encouraged if we
can help such people! Others, however, are just looking to add
to their store of knowledge. These we are just not able to
assist effectively.
Over the years of sharing the Hebraic
Restoration, I’ve often encountered severe demonic
attacks that sometimes drive me to despair — the same
kind by which Much-Afraid was paralyzed. The battlefield of
despair is the point in which the demonic voices come back for
a fresh attack. The voices with which I’m most often
assailed are a variety of false accusations, each trying to
deceive me that my Father has rejected me. I wrestle with all
my strength in Jesus to take my thoughts captive and cry out to
my Lord for help.
When victory comes, I’m then able to
see how my Father uses these episodes to strengthen my trust
and dependence on Him, and to increase my compassion and
encouragement for others who come under attack.
How about you? What goes on in your
life that brings the attack of harping demonic voices? How do
you deal with those assaults in your mind? Is your trust and
dependence on your Father stronger or weaker afterward?
What buttons get pushed that drive
you into a spiral of despair, making you vulnerable to
agitating thoughts?
17. “I won’t go”...; 18.
“Well, you can take your choice”...; 19.
“Doesn’t it give you”...
Once you get started down the path of vain
imagination, you’ll find yourself more and more agitated
by fear. Sue: I realize that visual images can implant
themselves in my mind, only to pop up when I least need to
remember them! That’s why it’s so important to
monitor what you watch on TV or through other media, and even
what you read if your mind is prone to put words into mental
images. Those mind pictures can become fertile ground for the
enemy to agitate you when you’re weak.
Besides the voices that chip away at your
trust in Jesus’ love, your own imagination seems to be
programmed to conceive the worst. Can’t you just hear
Craven Fear maliciously whispering, “Just imagine those
ugly, knife-like rocks...” Keep in mind that Satan is the
master of illusion. He uses demonic voices to agitate your own
mind against you. But our God is the Lord of dis-illusion, exposing the
lie behind the illusion. He reveals the illusions of deceptive
imaginings and empowers you to focus on the Reality of Who He
is in your life. He shatters illusions!
Jesus defines Himself as “the way and
the truth and the life. (John 14:6). The Greek word for
“truth” means “reality”. In other
words, our Lord is saying, “I
am the way and the only reality...” We often
get disappointed as God dis-illusions us by revealing reality
from His perspective. The demonic illusions, even though they
were false, were our deceived “reality”. But Jesus
is the real Reality in our lives, and He tolerates no illusions
to compete with Him.
The illusions we lived under were part of
our sinful, fleshly identity. Our Lord’s sanctification
process often makes us feel like we are being ripped apart as
our deceptions and sins become utterly
sinful to us (see Romans 7:13). We
are being transformed from illusion to dis-illusion to Reality.
Remember, following Jesus is a matter of identity change.
The process of this change is:
illusion > disillusion > Reality
What deceiving illusions are you
beset by, be it your perceived inability to walk away from a
sinful attitude or behavior, or a wrongful relationship, or
fear of the consequences if you follow through on your
Shepherd’s commands?
What are you tolerating through
your eyes or ears that can become an open invitation for
demonic badgering?
20. “Much-Afraid”, said the
guides...; 21. She clung to them...; 22. Sorrow bent over...;
23. “If I call him”...;
If you want to access the Reality of all
the universe, you must call out His Name! Much-Afraid’s
companions understood this clearly, “...you know where
your help lies. Call for help.” As simple as their
suggestion seems, it meets with the same reason for not calling out
to God that many of us have: “I am so afraid that if I
call him, he will tell me that I must go that way, that
dreadful, dreadful way, and I can’t.”
Until the last 3 words,
Much-Afraid’s statement is absolutely true. If our Lord
has planned the path for you, then He wants you to follow it.
You may say, “...he will tell me to build an altar, and I
can’t. This time I can’t.”
Our Lord sees our
“can’ts” as temporary
“won’ts”. But that’s what makes our
pilgrimage all the more interesting for Him. As I’ve
repeated to many, “You can do it the easy way or you can do it
the hard way.” [And if you’ve heard me say this,
you’re probably chuckling right now, “It’s
far easier to obey Jesus than to struggle!”]
Our Father knows how much your sin nature
fights against your spirit, that is, your desire to live for Jesus. This
battle will go on until you die. But each skirmish and
subsequent victory is one of the “altar
experiences” that dot your pilgrimage to salvation.
When was the last time you could
have kicked yourself for waiting so long to call on your
Shepherd for help, for deliverance, or even just for wisdom?
In what ways have you tried to find
alternatives to what you knew He was calling you to do? What
reasons and excuses did you use, only to feel that weight of
conviction afterward?
24. Craven Fear laughed triumphantly...;
25. “Why, Much-Afraid”...; 26. He sounded so
cheery...
Sometimes you get forced by the extremity
of your situation to fall before our Shepherd in tears and
shame. In Much-Afraid’s case, her faithful friend
Suffering serves her well by pricking her with a knife.
Much-Afraid is brought to her crisis point with no inner
strength on which to rely.
Sue: For years I resisted our
Father’s call to walk in loving, obedient trust in Jesus.
I was an active churchgoer and participant in many committees
and programs. But to yield my life to His will? No way!!
Then our Father graciously left me to my
own devices shortly after Mike sailed off on an eight-month
deployment. Do you know what my greatest fear was about
yielding my life to Jesus? That He’d send Mike and me off
kicking and screaming to Africa to be missionaries! (Actually,
we almost did go to Nigeria — willingly! — a few
years later until He closed that door!) From my rebellious
perspective, however, that was one wall that I didn’t
want to climb!
Mike: Before coming to Christ I was an
avid poker player. To put poker in simple terms, the stakes are
increased until everyone but the ultimate winner folds his hand
and gives up. When I read the Bible for the first time, I was
keenly aware that this God of Scripture is an excellent
“poker player.” He keeps increasing the pressure
until you call out to Him, reaffirming your trust and
dependence on His love and faithfulness. And you can count on
this: Our Father never bluffs!
You can help others in Jesus who are
struggling with doubt or a resistant heart. God tells us
through the writer to the Hebrew believers, “See to it, brothers, that none of you has a
sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God.
But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you may be hardened by sin's deceitfulness” (Hebrews
3:12,13).
Yesterday I received a letter and a phone
call from two men who have been helped by our writings. Our
Father knew I needed some encouragement because it’s been
a difficult several months. At the end of the day I was
reminded of Ebed-Melech, the Ethiopian official who came to
Jeremiah’s rescue. As we wrote earlier, the crusty
prophet who more often than not was the bearer of tidings not
well-received has been an inspiration to Sue and me to
persevere in trust.
The resistance against his prophetic
messages was fierce. Picture Jeremiah’s plight. Cast into
a dark, muddy cistern, the faithful old man was shivering and
hungry.
But Ebed-Melech, a Cushite, an official in
the royal palace, heard that they had put Jeremiah into the
cistern. While the king was sitting in the Benjamin Gate,
Ebed-Melech went out of the palace and said to him, "My
lord the king, these men have acted wickedly in all they have
done to Jeremiah the prophet. They have thrown him into a
cistern, where he will starve to death when there is no longer
any bread in the city." Then the king commanded
Ebed-Melech the Cushite, "Take thirty men from here with
you and lift Jeremiah the prophet out of the cistern before he
dies." (Jeremiah 38:
6-13).
Ebed-Melech’s heart was so touched
by the prophet’s pain that he even thought to procure old
rags as padding against the rope’s harsh fibers! His
courageous actions, at the risk of his own life on behalf of
the unpopular prophet, didn’t go unnoticed in heaven. God
blessed him for his kindness to Jeremiah:
‘Go and tell Ebed-Melech the
Cushite, 'This is what the Lord Almighty, the God of Israel,
says: I am about to fulfill my words against this city through
disaster, not prosperity. At that time they will be fulfilled
before your eyes. But I will rescue
you on that day, declares the Lord; you will not be handed over to those you fear. I will
save you; you will not fall by the sword but will escape with your life, because you trust in
me, declares the Lord’ (Jeremiah 39:16-18).
Ebed-Melech was a faithful source
of encouragement and help. Whom have you encouraged
today?
Much-Afraid may not have
appreciated Suffering’s stab of motivation, but
“faithful are the wounds of a friend” (Proverbs 27:
6). Whom do you know who may be giving way to sin’s
deceitfulness and could use your encouragement or
“pointed intervention”? What are you going to do
about it?
27. She sat up and looked at him...; 28.
“It is the way...
The Shepherd arrived to a Much-Afraid
tormented by shame at her cowardice. But she discovered that
which so many who cry out to Him find: “The shame in her
eyes met no answering reproach in his.” You can trust
that our God is a God of character
development, not of reproach or
shame. That we may feel shame is a result of the Fall [see Demolishing Strongholds]. Shame does not come from God.
The effects of the Fall are numerous,
impacting each of us because of that original decision to
choose sin:
How Adam’s Fall into Sin Has Harmed
Us (Genesis 3:1-4:7)
1. Harms Our Hearing from God
(Genesis 3:1-3).
2. Harms Our Belief in God (Genesis
3:4,5).
3. Harms Our Desires (Genesis 3:6).
4. Harms Our Actions (Genesis 3:6).
5. Harms Our Relationships with Others
(Genesis 3:6).
Further Effects of Adam’s Fall
1. Shame (Condemnation) (Genesis 3:
7).
2. Rationalization (Hiding from God)
(Genesis 3:8,9).
3. Fear (Genesis 3:10).
4. Blame (Inability To Take Responsibility
for One’s
Actions) (Genesis 3:
11-13).
5. Curse Instead of Blessing (Genesis 3:
16-19).
6. Rejection (Genesis 3:21-24).
7. Vulnerability to Satanic Attack
(Genesis 4:6,7).
If you do not deal with the underlying
strongholds that distort your relationship with God, you will continue to expose
yourself to the effects of the Fall. Loving intimacy with the
God of Holiness will seem out of reach until you humble
yourself before Him and cast down whatever is blocking out rest
and delight in Jesus.
When were you last so pierced by
shame in your perceived “failure before God” that
you put off coming before Him?
Much-Afraid kept her eyes on her
disabilities that she feared would keep her from fulfilling His
purposes for her. What perceived disabilities (emotional,
physical, spiritual, circumstantial) do you feel will hold you
back from trust-filled obedience in the challenges that face
you?
29. “But Much-Afraid, what did I
promise you...; 30. “Well,” he answered cheerily...
Throughout the Bible our Father gives His
children promises they can count on. His promises are one of
the great sources of our hope! One noticeable promise of God
that’s being fulfilled in our midst is His restoration of
the Israelites back to Israel. God is gathering them from all
corners of the earth, as He promised in Jeremiah 23:3,8 and
elsewhere.
Connected to His promise to the Jewish
people to restore them to their Land is the going forth of the
Hebraic Restoration. To Jew and Gentile alike, this
restoration is the basis to the trust-filled life of Abraham,
the father of all who put their trust in Jesus (Romans 4:16).
As you grow in knowledge and personal
experience of God, His promises are all the more important to
your hope. The apostle Peter lived in corrupt times that
parallel our own. Yet note how he encourages us to walk in the
obedient trust that is our means to escape the raging storm of
evil.
His divine power has given us everything
we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by
his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the
divine nature and escape the
corruption in the world caused by
evil desires” (2 Peter 1:
3,4; see also verses 5-11).
Take each personal promise in the Bible
and insert your name! For example, “[Your
name] who trusts in him will never be put to shame” (Romans 10:11). Remember, shame and fear of
failure are only demonic illusions. Let your trust in our
Father dis-illusion you!
Sue: I used to wonder as a young Christian
just what was meant by “God’s promises.” Then
He broke through with the astonishing realization the He is the
same, yesterday, today and forever! Whatever He has told His
followers that is within His nature to do for them, He is fully
capable of doing for me, too, according to His will and purpose
for my life. Now that makes this pilgrimage exciting!
The path of your pilgrimage is the exact
trail He has chosen for you so that you too can have hinds’ feet and
be able to leap upon the High Places. Other people’s
paths to develop hinds’ feet are not your earmarked road, so
don’t compare your life to theirs. Comparison is always
the slick path to self-pity.
Are there some particular promises
of God in His Word that bring you special comfort and peace and
strength? List some of them and commit them to memory!
Ask our Lord which people in your
life could use a reminder of His promises. Purpose to share a
promise of hope with the next needy person you encounter!
31. Much-Afraid trembled...; 32. The Shepherd
was a very surprising person...
Mike: I have to be on special guard
against voices of rejection. They frequently tempt me to feel
like I’m always getting the “short end of the
stick.” Yet our Lord wanted to raise up a couple who
could share a prophetic message for individuals and families
all over this nation, and even abroad. But to prepare us, He
had to bring us to the “back side of the desert, where
the mountains are particularly steep and where there are no
paths...” What better way to strengthen our resolve to
trust Him no matter what!
The Hebraic Restoration is restoring the
trust-filled walk of spiritual power and relational intimacy
that have been lost for 1700 years. The majority of us who
embrace it have been steeped in Hellenist Nicolaitan traditions
that elevated a clergy class over the laity.
As we share the Hebraic foundations and
fulfill the prophetic mission our Lord gave Sue and me, we have
been conscious to not erect a headquarters or establishment seat
for this movement. We can share the facets of what made the
earliest Church intimate and powerful, but each person or faith
community must depend upon the Holy Spirit themselves in order
to live out these truths. No one owes allegiance to us, but
only to our Lord.
It may take several generations, even
those who endure the Dark Days of chastisement, before people
begin to walk in the pattern of the earliest Church again. My
concern is that we don’t create “Gideon’s
Ephod” (Judges 8:22-27) and find people stumbling over a
manmade tradition that God didn’t want. Each person must
discover for him/herself the covenant love relationship and
true Spirit worship of our Lord Jesus!
Before you can get up your own
Precipice, you have to come to grips with every painful
circumstance of your past and thank God for what He
accomplished through it. Are there any events from your past
that you find too painful to deal with? Talk it over with the
Shepherd, and with your journey partner. Their view on your
past experience can change your perspective from fearful
avoidance to a badge of victory.
33. “You said, ‘Now...; 34.
The Shepherd laughed too...; 35. It was a really extraordinary
scene...;
To do the miraculous, the preposterous, is
our Lord’s wonderful way of expressing His love for us.
But often, in order to do the preposterous, He has to get us to
a place where nothing but His intervention can accomplish the
task. Again, it isn’t the change in your negative or
impossible circumstances that gives Him delight. It’s
seeing you change! Turning jellyfish into mountain goats is
what the sanctification portion of our pilgrimage to salvation
is all about. Who you once were, you can’t go on being if
you want to reach the High Places.
Think about the changes our Lord made in
His disciples. After the burial of Jesus they were huddled
behind locked doors, terrified that the unbelieving Jews who
crucified Jesus would come after them next. But then..., “Jesus came and stood among them and
said, ‘Peace be with you!’” (John 20:19). If that wasn’t motivation to
cast down fear, what would be?!
Let’s move on to Peter and John
after the Sanhedrin released them with orders to keep quiet
about the risen Lord. Did they cower in silent fear?
Here’s what they proclaimed:
‘Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to
speak your word with great boldness.
Stretch out your hand to heal and perform miraculous signs and
wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus.’
After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was
shaken. And they were all filled
with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly (Acts 4:29-31). Hallelujah!
When you take a determined stand for God
and His Word, you can count on His miraculous backing. During
Saul’s reign the Israelites were in hiding because of the
fearsome Philistines (see 1 Samuel 14). Saul’s son
Jonathan, however, refused to be overcome by fear. He exhorted
his armor-bearer, “Come,
let's go over to the outpost of those uncircumcised fellows.
Perhaps the Lord will act in our behalf. Nothing can hinder the Lord from saving, whether by
many or by few” (v.6).
Jonathan’s determination brought
about a rout! God got involved, and “panic struck the whole army — those in
the camp and field, and those in the outposts and raiding
parties —and the ground shook. It was a panic sent by God” (v.15). When you determine to abide in God
and His Word as your basis of love-grounded obedient trust, you
can anticipate that He’s going to show Himself strong in
your life!
You may find it helpful to review our
March/April 2002 newsletter, The
Covenant Gospel, to get a solid
grip on the journey to your eternal salvation. If you fully
understand the goal of your pilgrimage and our Lord’s
means to get you there, you can overcome your complacency or
resistance to press on.
The “unknown” regarding the
issues of our salvation often stymies our pursuit and
perseverance to the end. Spend some time discovering the nature
of the path He has you on. Then thank Him for walking it with
you!
“All men will hate you because of
me, but he who stands firm to the
end will find salvation” (Matthew 10:22). The Shepherd didn’t change
Much-Afraid’s circumstances. Neither did he transform her
from jellyfish to mountain goat at the snap of his fingers. She
was still at the bottom of the precipice, still having to
ascend with her lame, twisted feet.
But where just a little while before had
been despair, a new perspective was presented. This unexpected insight is
the wisdom our Lord gives whenever you yield and ask for His
help. And as we wrote earlier, His wisdom is the exact opposite
of our own fleshly inclination. Say this to yourself, “My
Lord’s wisdom is the exact opposite of my own
inclination!”
Trust in our Shepherd plays a big part in
your willingness to follow Him. Sadly, the Israelites who fled
to the shore of the Red Sea couldn’t praise God until
they were all the way across. Their circumstances had to
change before they could trust Him and praise Him. And what was
the sorry fruit of their distrust? Forty years of grumbling
rebellion that left that generation dead in the desert.
Our Shepherd doesn’t want that for
you. Sanctification has nothing to do with miraculous
interventions that change your circumstances. Greater than
parting the Red Sea is the person whose heart can trust his
Father and praise Him despite the circumstances! When you choose to
trust and depend on your Lord, you bring Him greater glory than
any change in your circumstances could.
What causes your joy level to go up
or down? Are you basically a joyful person? A fearful person? A
doubting person?
How do adverse circumstances affect
you? How do you respond to negative circumstances? Fret? Worry?
Hit the fridge? Pray? Thank Him?
38. “Do you believe”...; 39.
Much-Afraid looked at him; 40. As she spoke, something lovely
happened....
“Not my will, but Thy will be
done.” Isn’t that what
our Lord waits to hear from each of us? You will have many
Gethsemanes in your life if you choose to faithfully follow
Jesus. No, you may never shed any blood for His sake, but you will wrestle
against your flesh and against tormenting demonic voices in
order to embrace the cup He offers you.
One of the growing experiences that
happens along your journey is the realization of how much your
yieldedness pleases your Father. His delight in your obedient
trust changes your earlier motivation of why you were willing
to go any further. Your motive for starting the journey and the
motive that enables you to continue often have little in
common.
Initially your goal has to do with your
own aspirations. By the time the journey ends, you understand
the wonderful character and nature of your Lord more clearly.
Your increased understanding of His love compels you to want to
please Him more. Like Much-Afraid, that which once worried you
now seems to melt into unimportance.
Think about the visual image of that
glorious rainbow as it illuminated the zigzag path that
Much-Afraid was to scale with her trusted companions. Many
years ago Sue and I had the privilege of being
“Sorrow” and “Suffering” in the life of
a friend. This dear woman could not embrace the pain she had
experienced in her past. She had carried old emotional baggage
into her marriage that was bringing it to the brink of divorce.
Sue and I accompanied her on a long walk,
one of us on each side of her as she poured out that old hurt.
After the walk we knelt down and read aloud Chapter 16 of Hinds’ Feet On High Places, Grave on the Mountains. That was over 15 years
ago, and through the healing that our Lord rendered, she and
her husband are still happily married!
When that day was over, Sue and I felt
like we’d been touched by a rainbow. Sorrow and suffering
took on a wonderfully magnificent perspective as we witnessed a
heart transformation by the Holy Spirit
Rainbows are a sign that God keeps
His promises. Can you recall any particular rainbows
you’ve marveled at, and the circumstances that were going
on at that point in your life?
When have you been especially aware
that our Father has brought a special friend or two by your
side to represent His love and strength to you?
41. In the shining glory...; 42. Then she
did that which only a short time before; 43. This she put in
her purse...
If you are used by our Lord to help out a
struggling brother or sister, know that their struggle is never
over until self-will is placed on the altar and consumed. Anything
short of the sacrifice of your will on His altar leaves your
old rebellious nature still in control.
Exercise discernment and ask our Lord to
show you any vestiges of self-will still lurking in your heart.
Unless you fully yield to His will rather than yours, you’ll be
unprepared to overcome that challenging life precipice
you’re facing. And your self-will and self-determination
will rob your Father of the glory you could have given Him
by exchanging your will for His.
Note that Much-Afraid doesn’t have
to light the altar fire herself. As soon as she lays down her
dread and her will on the altar, His fire consumed them. The
stone of remembrance that was left was “larger and
rougher-looking” than any of the previous stones because
our will is such a formidable aspect of our lives to lay aside!
Sue: I admit I didn’t want to leave
our rural home in Arizona and move back again to Colorado
Springs! My anger and frustration so agitated me that Mike
never knew when I was going to either erupt in unkind words or
break down crying! Finally he told me, “You need to
settle this with God!”
He was right. My will was battling my
Father’s sovereign plan and disrupting the peace in our
home. That will had to go! In brokenness I offered my will up to Him
as a tattered, soiled sacrifice — and in His loving
mercy, He accepted it and restored peace to my heart! Were my
emotions immediately transformed into joyful exuberance? No,
but the seed of joy was planted, and He gave me eyes to
appreciate the home He’d prepared for us.
Recall a recent “battle of
wills” that you fought against someone significant in
your life. Did you yield, compromise, or fight until you got
your way?
How would your home or workplace
change if you chose to lay down your will before tension and
apprehension arose?
44. Instead, he led her...; 45. I must
tell you that this precipice...
The Shepherd makes Much-Afraid aware of
the other mounts and precipices, none of which by their name
sounds pleasant. Reviling, Hate, and Persecution — you
can understand that other challenges are in store before the
High Places are reached.
Rather than abhorrence that many more
changes must be made in you, look at the upcoming precipices as
places for you to unload unwanted baggage — baggage from
your past that you don’t have the strength to carry to
the High Places. Nor should you want to. The higher you get,
the lighter the load you’ll want to carry to the top. As
the Shepherd warned, the rest of your journey is going to be as
steep or even steeper! Does that dismay you?
Sue: I may heartily dislike the change of
relocation, but I sure do love the way our Lord opens up
avenues of refreshment in the most unlikely places! Living amid
almost 400,000 people could potentially leave solitude-loving
me anxious. But our Father revealed to us wonderful hiking and
biking trails only minutes from our home! These have been
rainbow-lit paths to energize my heart in walking in His
purposes and plans even here in the city!
Okay, we are at the bottom of the
precipice. Are you still carrying any baggage? Someone who hurt
you? Unmet expectations? Betrayal? What will you do about it?
46. On the way here you have...; 47. When
he had said this...; 48. Lastly, he put his hand...
Love is the crucial character quality for
all else to be built upon in our lives. Anything we do without
love is useless to our pilgrimage. The first step involved our
will — accepting with joy the steadfast faithfulness of
our Lord that supercedes all our circumstances.
Does that mean we’ll avoid any or
all injury or suffering as we walk With Jesus? No way! The
Shepherd didn’t whisk Much-Afraid and her companions up
to the top of the precipice, and neither will He do that for
you! But, neither will you be harmed if you “learn and steadfastly practice the second lesson in the Ascent of Love.” Now He has your
attention, right? Just what is this second lesson all about?
At this point the Shepherd is no longer
laughing. He understands the solemnity of your determination to
press on and bring Him pleasure. He recognizes before you will
that there is injury in store for you if you persevere until
the end. But how gentle and loving He is as He blesses you with
His Spirit of comfort and grace — precious promises you
can indeed rely on in your journey.
Having progressed this far in your
journey, how would you respond to those who say that Christians
who are following Jesus won’t suffer?
What brings you the most comfort
when you’re in a severe trial? Prayer? Music? The Word?
Companionship? Something else?
49. By this time the evening...; 50. With
that he smiled...
How important it is to not become
satisfied or complacent in your journey with the Shepherd. He
warned Much-Afraid that her enemies would surely try to torment
her if she failed to move on — and so will yours! But our
Father’s mercies are new every morning (Lamentations 3:
22,23), and we need expectant, eager hearts to recognize and
receive them!
Jesus admonishes us in Matthew 6:34 that
each day has worries of its own, so don’t fret or be
anxious. Each day’s trials will come, but view them as
opportunities to ensure that you are depending wholly on our
Lord in trust-filled obedience. As the saying goes,
you’re not always fighting a battle but you’re
always in the war!
Perhaps, as with Much-Afraid, our
Shep-herd has provided you with a cave of refreshment for a
period. Enjoy it! Times of refreshment, whether brief or
extended, are given to replenish you for the next skirmish. Be
grateful, and don’t waste this time worrying about what
will happen next.
When was the last time you enjoyed
a “cave of refreshment”, whether for a week or just
an hour? What made it special? How did you feel afterward?
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